Thursday, January 27, 2011

New Blog ~ new ramblins

First off, congratulations to Karen P for naming my blog.  I will be in contact with you soon to send you your special homemade prize!

Today I am full of mixed feelins...

...I don't feel good physically.  Have a horrific cold, sore throat and headache.  It started last Sunday and just seems to be getting worse.  I have been livin on Nyquil, Dayquil, Tylenol Cold & Flu plus drinkin lots of juice.

...have been sleeping quite a lot too.

...trying to stay focused on God's promise that He will supply all our needs.  We know He got us this new job in Hondo, TX and we need to get there.  He knows the money it will take to pay for gas for the Home and that repairs are costly and we have no extra money.

I have prayed Lord help me to walk the walk that goes with the talk of trusting you.  Isn't it so much easier to walk the walk when life is going well.  I want to trust, I have trusted in the past and He has provided in ways I could not imagine.  I just need to keep reminding myself of the past and trust for the future.

...I have composed emails  (in my mind) and then thought no, if I send those AM I really trusting God or trying to do this on my own.  How do you know which is which?  God gives us a brain to use should we not use it? 

...I know I don't feel good and that causes my anxiety to soar so I need to let my anxiety rest in the Arms of God!  

So I sit and wait, watch the mechanics come and go, listen to phone calls, and check Facebook and emails and say a prayer and think some more and say another prayer.

Please join me in my prayer that I can trust God in this hiccup with the motor home.  I have called it a burp and now a hiccup.  One is bigger than the other.  But God is big enough for either!!!